hold me down with a broken heart.

anything can trigger my thoughts.

some thoughts stronger than others, some only casual reminders of something so great that i let go.

“how do i break the news to you?”

that was a line i used to describe the lack of interest of our relationship.

now its a line i use to describe the lack of interest of life without you.

i know shes not right for you, but who am i to tell you that?

youre the metaphors i cant create to comprehend this curse that i call love.

how…will i break the news to you?

i see you with her now, and i just crumble, because i know that its you that i need.

God loves playing tricks on me, you just texted me now.

“Well its not like we dont fight and stuff and we get mad at eachother but both of us know that we need eachother”

Damn.  I wish it was me that you needed.

The only thing i regret in life is ever letting you go.  I have to live with that.

I hope this has been the happiest 6 months of your life.

Who am I kidding?  I wish it was miserable.  I wish it was me that completed you.

But its not.  So i’ll try to move on.  Like I’ve been trying to since December 2nd, 2007.

But it all keeps coming back to you.

so much to say but no words to convey, the loneliness building with each passing day, but im getting used to it, you have to get used to it.